Tuesday, August 5, 2014

All about his "Crib"

 

 
Have you ever actually felt the truth to the saying "There's No Place Like Home."
I have experienced gratitude associated with this idea many many times. Aside from my love for decorating, colors and home, my new love for our son inspired me to try and create a comfortable yet boy-ish haven in little man's nursery.
 
My house clearly represents my love for Gray's and Whites and this theme automatically continued on into the Nursery. Although I love Gray...as in L.O.V.E... I am very aware of what a cool and somewhat 'lifeless' color it is. So Our first 'dilemma' with the room began. What colors were we going to acccent with in order to bring some life to the party.
 
I selected a dark wood Crib and Changing table/dresser to match the hardwood floors in our house, and felt that the natural grain of the wood would help liven up the place. With that small addition, and once we found out we were having a boy, my husband and I quickly decided that Orange would be a perfect color to accorize with to help contribute to the 'brightness factor'.
 
With our colors decided, I began shopping for "the big stuff," and with my husband's annoyance support, sifted through the many reviews, price points and pro/con lists of nursery furniture.
We settled on This Crib and This matching Dresser Set.
Aside from the color, we had the goal to select furniture that was Gender Neutral- at this point we were not aware that we were having a baby boy.
 
After we tackled the Crib and Dresser, we moved on to the next Biggest item...because what Nursery would be complete without a rocking chair???
 
I had a few ideas of what I was looking for and that included:
 Leather- I wanted to make sure if we had any accidents or spills in the chair, it would be easy to clean, wouldn't stain and wouldn't become sour smelling.
Well Padded- I have always pictured spending a good amount of time holding sleeping, sick or fussy babies and rocking them for comfort. Although the comfort for them is easier to accomplish, I wanted to make sure I could survive those long beautiful moments as well so good support was a must have.
It took My husband a while to understand that When I said "Rocking Chair" I wasn't referring to one of these:


He just didn't understand why I was being so picky or why I didn't just buy one of these and move on with it.
This sweet man gets to deal with so many "specifics" with me that I'm sure it hurts sometimes. Although, to my everlasting gratitude...he humored me and walked through several furniture stores and browsed online with me until we found THE Chair.
The Gray Leather Overstuffed Rocker Recliner from Ashley Furniture.
 
We were on a quick getaway trip to St. George when I bribed  asked him to walk through the Ashley Furniture store with me. We don't have one in Vernal, but our local furniture store can order in Ashley Furniture, so I thought it was perfect that we could walk through and test them out and have the one we wanted ordered in, and it worked like a charm...
 
 
 
The hunt for the Littler Details begain after that and included What kind of "wall piece" we would have for the room. Every room needs a focal point, and for me that was obviously above the crib.
I've never been crazy about the looks or funcationality of Mobiles, so I decided to opt for a more decorative yet meaningful piece to go above the crib.
(Side note- I was nervous to put anything at all above the crib, for the fear that it would fall and hurt the baby...So with the help of my very handy husband and about 12 sheetrock screws, we make SURE that this piece was secure.)
 
My husaband is an avid hunter and sportsman so I knew we would be balancing this centerpiece between Hunting and Baseball.
I've always loved the distressed rustic look of aged Antlers.
(Right now- I can hear my husband in the back of my head saying "They're Horns...Not Antlers")
Anyway... Since I didn't think that mounting a single or even a set of old shed horns would achieve quite the look I was going for, and the Euro Mount look isn't my thing... (Skulls gross me out)
I was happy when I found This Guy

 
 
The Faux Deer Head in White Resin
 
Thank Heaven for Etsy!!
 
I was also pleased to find an old Barnwood Shutter at our local Flea Market which we mounted Mr.Deer Head to and hung over the crib for the perfect eye catching, yet boyish (and not morbid) Centerpiece.
 
Next up was Bedding.
After hearing and reading about how dangerous Crib Bumpers can be and what a role they play in contributing to the Death of Infants via SIDS, we decided to go simple and just do a Crib Skirt and Crib Sheet.
After being inspired by the baby blanket in this (adorable) picture I found on Pinterest, I knew that I wanted to use Plus Signs as a patterned piece for his room.

 
 
Let me just tell you...finding anything similar to this at the time I was looking was incredibly difficult. After much searching, I finally found a webiste where you could design your own custom patterns  and have it printed on different types of Fabric, so that's what I did and how I ended up with this Beauty.

 
 
While I was there, I also got to browse through the patterns that others had designed and I fell in love with a bunch of others which made me rethink my whole design, yet settle back to where I had started with This Fabric as well.
 
 
I have always been kind of a wuss when it came to using patterns or bold colors, so I felt pretty proud annoyed with myself to have chosen TWO patterned fabrics to try and coordinate into his room.
 
After ordering the patterned pieces from Spoonflower , I was on the hunt for the "Stunner" pieces in Solid Orange or with Simple Orange patterns. I found some at Joanns and so began the Cutting/Piecing/Hemming/Sewing and Quilting.
 
 
 
 



I aboslutely love how it all turned out.
 
I must mention, however, that since I went on such a hunt to find the Plus Sign fabric, that it seems to be surfacing all over the place.
I must be a trend setter :)
And Just this morning, I ordered This Adorable Organic Plus Sign Swaddle Blanket from the shop on Project Nursery's website.
 
So if any of you are looking for something similar-- start there, and you will have a much easier time finding all your must-have's
 
 
 
 
The finishing touches for the room include:
 
 
The TEJN Faux Sheepskin Rug from IKEA

The Custom String Art I had made by a Friend and some Burlap Storage Baskets to be used for Diapers and Books from Lowes.
Similar Ones found Here

I also made him his very own Measuring Growth Chart to hang on the wall and chart his progress without having to draw on my walls/doorpost etc.
 
And last but not least, a Handmade Bamboo Chair that My Husband's dad had made and brought home from Bangladesh several years ago when he worked there.
 
 
And now, We are anxiously counting down the final 12 (ish) days until we can meet this beautiful little boy and bring him home to experience life with us. I hope he can grow and learn to enjoy this space and always have the warmth and love he deserves to have in his very own Home.

Monday, August 4, 2014

38 Weeks




//38 Weeks//


How far along: 38
 
Gender: Boy
Weight gain: 26 lbs- I've actually lost weight the last two weeks ;/ Such a weird feeling!
Maternity clothes: Leggings are as close to a best friend in the clothing department that I have right now.
Honestly, I'm starting to get excited to buy NORMAL clothes again. The weather is starting to turn chill and I'm so excited for fall! Leggings, boots and long tops are definitely on my list. I also think that I'm going to go out and buy some new clothes after this baby is born. Everything about my clothes/body is starting to feel worn out and drab, so hopefully losing some baby weight and a couple new outfits will help me feel cute again!
Stretch marks: I have two little marks that I'm still fighting with. Not Happy about. And I don't want to talk about it anymore, lol.
Belly button in or out: Out is the only way to go apparently.
Sleep: Sleep is a toss up. Good one night. Horrible the next. I've been having paranoia about something going wrong with the baby this close to the end, so I wake up in a panic almost nightly and wait til I can feel him move so I know he's okay.
I guess the life of a worrying Mother now beings...
dun dun dun
Best moment this week: This past weekend was Justin's family reunion on the Mountain. We went Camping and on Saturday there was a 3-D Archery shoot in the forest right next to our campground, so we gathered up a few people and their bow's and went and walked the course while they shot at the foam animals. It was a good 4-5 mile Hike through the rocks/hills/trees/brush and I went along for the journey. It was kind of hot and really rugged terrain, but I was proud to be able to keep up with the rest of them and be their score keeper.
It may not be that big of an achievement, but at 38 weeks pregnant and almost 30 lbs. over my usual weight, and my slightly delusional/sleep deprived/hormonal mental status, it seemed like a pretty decent accomplishment.
Miss anything: Strangely enough...I miss him. I love this little boy and feel like I already know him. My faith would validate that idea in the thought that I knew him before we all came to earth so it would make sense that I can "feel" him and a sense of familiarity surrounds him. It's a sweet and calm and strange feeling, but I'm so excited to be able to meet him for the first time in this life and to watch him learn and grow.
Movement: Like I mentioned above, I've been paranoid about him slowing down or something going wrong so I have some added worry in the movement department. He still moves well and often...but as he's gotten bigger, I've noticed that his movements are less "spastic." I'm sure he's just growing and running out of room, but I've tried to keep careful track.
I couldn't imagine coming this far and losing him.
Cravings: Dreamcicle Ice cream bars...
Queasy or sick: This last weekend I had some strange lower abdominal pains...I was confused thinking that they weren't what I pictured a contraction feeling like...Once those were over, I've felt great. Just tired. That's kind of the story of my days lately...as I'm sure it will be for a long time still also. However, In the near future, I hope to have an adorable little boy to cuddle as my reward for our sleepless nights.


I barely fit through the bathroom door in the camper... #gettinghuge

Long walk with my Babe and my Babay




Lazy Sunday's are a Requirement now a days...

 

Maternity Pictures 34 Weeks

* This is my Disclaimer*
These pictures are somewhat "Skin Bearing" I am in no way the 'model pregnant woman' so if you aren't comfortable with some skin, or with some otherwise 'largeness'- You should not view this post.
 
On the Other hand. I am so blessed and grateful to have such amazing and patient photographers in my family. Alison has been so wonderful to 'try' things with me to get photos to capture these beautiful moments in time.
I'm so grateful to be able to look back and remember the joyful and strange and happy and frustrating set of mixed emotions that comes with being pregnant for the first time and trying to learn to love what your body is going through. It is the most worthy cause I can imagine to be hormonal, overweight, tired, sick or any of the other less desirable traits that go with pregnancy.
However. I do sincerely love and appreciate that I have the opportuinty to be in this situation. It is difficult for me to imagine the lives and struggles of women who struggle with pregnancy, infertility, miscarriages and the like. My heart truly breaks for them and would not think for a second to complain about my circumstances of discomfort or weight gain- especially considering that they would give about anything to be able to be in this situation.
 
I love this little boy more than words can say. I feel like I already know him and that he's just on a long journey and in 13 short days (considering his "flight" isn't delayed) He gets to come home to his daddy and me. It makes my heart so full.
 
 
 
 
 
 

















 
 
 


Tuesday, July 22, 2014

Maternity Pic's...Teasers

We had Maternity Pictures done by my Aunt Alison two weeks ago and she's leaked out a few of the photo's that she's had time to edit.
She's so incredibly talented and I can't wait to see the rest of them!!
 





 
 

36 Weeks!!!

///35 Weeks///

///36 Weeks///
 
 
How far along: 36
Gender: Boy
Weight gain: 28 lbs
Maternity clothes: Honestly...I want to live in sweatpants/stretchy pants. Large ones..and Tank Tops. It has been hot outside so when I'm indoors- sweatpants are perfect (to keep me warm from the AC) and thin stretchy pants or shorts for when I'm outdoors. However-- since I'm still working, this isn't entirely possible. I am rockin every Maternity outfit I can. I used to be ashamed to "have" to wear Maternity clothes- but at this point- it's just what's comfortable.
Stretch marks: :( Major sad faces here. I started to get one on my left hip/butt cheek/leg... I'm panicking and frustrated cause I"ve been so good with my lotions/oils/body butters and have been exercising/walking to keep the lbs off so this wouldn't happen. Please tell me that they it will heal/fade and I will eventually be able to wear bikini bottoms swimming again someday in my life without being mortified :|
Belly button in or out: It's out as far as it's gonna go...
Sleep: Sleep has been gradually deteriorating- as I'm sure it's my system working me into a "mommy routine"
The best sleep I get is a 2 hour nap in the middle of the day on my couch- if I'm lucky enough to have time to nap that is...
Best moment this week: Finally reaching that 36 week mark...knowing that means he can come at any time and should have everything go well. Feeling like we are there...but it is also a doubled edged sword that makes the next 26 day countdown seem like years...Unnecessary years.
We also have our 36 week appointment tomorrow, so I'm hoping that when they check everything out that we are making progress towards getting him here.
 
Miss anything: Energy. And my Memory. And being able to take deep breaths. (Same as last time)
Movement: Still counting kicks and little man has been moving less- but not to the point that I'm worrying, and his movements are getting stronger..I'm sure he's just getting big and running out of room in there.
He has been breech at our last 2 appointments, so in the last week it has been good to feel his hiccups happening in the region of my hips-- I'm feeling like he turned on his own. I'm hoping that's the case and that he stays that way until he decides to make his appearance.
Cravings: Fresh Raspberries. And I don't feel guilty about eating them one case at a time...
Queasy or sick: Thank goodness I kicked the Acid Reflux since that one bizarre flare up. I've had my moments of feeling queezy, but not ever very major and they don't last long. Thank Goodness!
 
Otherwise- we've been busy working on the yard. We got our concrete patio's and front sidewalk poured!! It's been so nice to have a place to sit outside amongst the dirt and rocks in the shade and enjoy the lower evening temperatures!
 
 



We also celebrated the 1 year mark from Justn's Motorcycle Accident and his awesome recovery. It reminds me to be more kind and more gentle and to be grateful for every day that I have in my life and with him cause you never know when it could be changed forever- or even taken away. Love him with everything I am.
 
XOXO Babe!!